31012012

其实，我很累。
累在一直叹气，
累在一直觉得自己很没有用，
真的很怕很怕 自己不能撑到结局的到来。

平时朋友说 easy come easy go 的那个我，现在好像慢慢消失了！
聆听者 能让我当下觉得好一点，过了一下。。。
什么安慰的话，鼓励的话。。。都从左耳进，右耳出！:(
连daddy说的，都安慰不了我！*emooo*

很讨厌自己不能面对现在的压力，
说了要好好撑下去，但总觉得自己没有那个心。
想大哭，但我不能！
想放弃，更不可能！
惟有死撑，还有告诉自己：不要给自己太大的压力！！

Shopping Spree ♥

Finally, done the shopping session for the CNY today. ;) Black, white, red, blue, grey for this year!

Shopping done, Chinese New Year MOOD ON!  Will back to hometown Kuala Kangsar on Monday. ;)

Seee ya. Take care peeps. 

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! 

Purple?!

Everyone are looking forward to Chinese New Year, we want Friday of this week come faster, fast like a g6 please. ;) Assignments totally annoying shit, my mood all gone for the plans after this Thursday! Need to get back my assignments mood here to complete some of the task first!!! :3 

Btw, have you guys get a new haircut, new clothes, new car, new new new things for this coming Chinese New Year? Like new things doesn't cost you a bomb in this period, buy new things #likeaboss. OR MAYBE GET A NEW HAIR COLOUR? *wiiink* ;) 

HAHA! Peeps, I got my new haircut & also new hair colour for this Chinese New Year! (Y)

I just notice peoples around me are all so into purple colour hair!! Like my choice is not that outdated. wahahahah. Few of my friends dye violet red & the purple purple purple colour hair without letting each other know. Like PURPLE is the colour of the year! ;D

I dyed the hair colour into DARK PURPLE! 

Some friends shocked with my hair colour, b/c they thought I will only dye the light series colour like light brown, goldish & so on. They never thought that I will dye dark series since I hate dark hair so much! :3 lolll. Dark purple actually is the first colour I dyed in my very first hair dying session in my life. Its the December's holiday when Im form 4. This colour not that obvious when at indoor, it will be obvious under sunlight and under some lighting and it will like the colour dancing around my hair, can see but cannot see (loll, wtf im talking about) XD Sometimes its brought out red colour, sometime black colour, sometime purple colour. *_* sonicesonicesofuckingnice.

How yours? Are you going to change a hair colour for this Chinese New Year? ;) Change it and have a new try!! 2 more days to GOOOOOOOOO & start CNY decoration for the garden! 

Bye Peeps, please take care well. Dont fall sick before CNY like me. ;) Drink more water!

New sem.

New semester, new timetable.

Third days of my sem 6 already. I got the result  last two days, and thanks god I never failed my subject. But my CGPA no more 3.0 :'( How sad?! sobsss! I got no idea how am i gonna improve my results. When time getting long, I dont think I still have the passion of doing this. Well. Im totally a failure for myself, i have to admit this. I seriously dislike I had lost my passion! Anyway, no matter how... I will stand till the last! :3 Thanks to the  always silent mode's blog & the family friends who always supporting me there. 

ps : I wish I can own a GPS BRAIN IN THIS SEM! :3 So that I can go anywhere I like. lolll. *random post* goodbye. :P

New beginning.

2012 please be good to me :')

First post in 2012. 

My 19 was totally awesome in the December month. 

p/s I cant wait to meet my coursemates in the coming Tuesday &

I effing nervous to know my result in the coming Tuesday too!

-.- *pray hard, dont fail me please. 

I can really feel that 2012 is the most challenging year for me.

1) The study life. Tough year ever i think!

2) The lil brother going to start his secondary school life, I gotta worry him like nobody business again!

3) Maintain every friendship, handle them with care.

4) Love life please dont make me emo! 

*stress, pressure, stress, pressure*

Peoples who I love & peoples who love me, please dont go away from my life in this year! 

:')

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!